Decisions...Decisions!

Decisions can be so hard.

Especially big ones that are life altering.

It usually begins with this little thought in my head and start thinking about it ALOT.

Then I hear myself saying "Lord, please do this for me", that follows with begging, pleading and bargaining.

Then right after that, I will get this scary feeling inside and say,
"Oh God, please don't let this happen unless it is your will".  

I go back and forth trying to get God to "understand" how great this is going to be
for me

and then I worry about the

"what if it isn't what He wants for me?".

Does anyone else do this?

Deep down, my HEART is telling me, if I end up doing this thing that I think is so great and it ISN'T God's will--I am going to be miserable.

So I better seek God in it, because otherwise, I am going to go down a road that I think I want to be on and once I am on it, I may not be able to get off of it for a very long time.

I really have no idea what a mess I could be getting myself into.

So, I must snap out of my dream that is so covered in flesh and be mature enough to use wisdom and focus in on prayer.

I must continue going to God asking Him what His will is for me (all flesh aside)!

I am praying about something right now and I want it, but I don't want it so bad that I want it without God's approval and blessing.

The decision does not have to be that hard if I am putting my trust in His will for me as long as I can accept when the answer is no.

The bottom line is I have got to trust God because He knows and I don't!
KL

Commit everything you do to the LORD. 

Trust him, and he will help you.

 Psalm 37:5

Your own ears will hear him. Right behind you a voice will say, “This is the way you should go,” whether to the right or to the left.

Isaiah 30:21 NLT

When two of you get together on anything at all on earth and make a prayer of it, my Father in heaven goes into action. 

Matthew 18:19

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